Whenever I hear “Goodnight Sweet Ladies”, I picture Emilie singing in memory of Shakespeare’s fallen heroines.

Whenever I hear “Goodnight Sweet Ladies”, I picture Emilie singing in memory of Shakespeare’s fallen heroines.

Both Emilie Autumn and Melora Creager have changed my life forever. I know Maggots and Melora knows each other, perhaps I can hope in a future collaboration between EA and Rasputina?.. No..? Oh well. I can still dream.

Both Emilie Autumn and Melora Creager have changed my life forever. I know Maggots and Melora knows each other, perhaps I can hope in a future collaboration between EA and Rasputina?.. No..? Oh well. I can still dream.

I am really fed up with Emilie constantly blaming others for her shortcomings. She will never change because she refuses to take any manner of personal responsibility, and it is infuriating.

I am really fed up with Emilie constantly blaming others for her shortcomings. She will never change because she refuses to take any manner of personal responsibility, and it is infuriating.

Assumptions some fans make about Emilie’s personality make me seriously wonder if they’re aware of the fact that normally people are not one-dimensional.

Assumptions some fans make about Emilie’s personality make me seriously wonder if they’re aware of the fact that normally people are not one-dimensional.

I bought the audiobook really, really hoping it would be similar to the exerpts in 4 o´clock with creepy music, cound effects and everything. I was a fool… I was a fool…

I bought the audiobook really, really hoping it would be similar to the exerpts in 4 o´clock with creepy music, cound effects and everything. I was a fool… I was a fool…

I’m not sure how to feel about the fan club closing. I’m happy that she realizes a lot of fans can’t afford it and feel left out. She will also be doing video chats with people still. But at the same time other fans who paid for it wasted their money. EA can’t refund them either b/c from what I hear it went to Melissa. I feel bad for those people who spent all that money.

I’m not sure how to feel about the fan club closing. I’m happy that she realizes a lot of fans can’t afford it and feel left out. She will also be doing video chats with people still. But at the same time other fans who paid for it wasted their money. EA can’t refund them either b/c from what I hear it went to Melissa. I feel bad for those people who spent all that money.

All I want is a version of Cell Block Tango on her new album. I love the original, but it’s right up her ally, and I’ll bet she could do something really creative with it.
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All I want is a version of Cell Block Tango on her new album. I love the original, but it’s right up her ally, and I’ll bet she could do something really creative with it.

EA Buisness Scams #1-Scratch a stupid rat into a generic glass teapot, and make nearly five times the value of the teapot, just because you’re EA.

EA Buisness Scams #1-Scratch a stupid rat into a generic glass teapot, and make nearly five times the value of the teapot, just because you’re EA.

I feel bad for EA trying to fight being an Ophelia. She says that she didn’t want to do the chat thing to begin with but someone told her to do it. There she goes trying to please and then some other people said they felt left out so there she goes again trying to please those other people. It must be difficult trying to please everyone. Some will be happy and others will be disappointed. An opheliac wants to please everyone and all she can say is sorry when she doesn’t.  


I feel bad for EA trying to fight being an Ophelia. She says that she didn’t want to do the chat thing to begin with but someone told her to do it. There she goes trying to please and then some other people said they felt left out so there she goes again trying to please those other people. It must be difficult trying to please everyone. Some will be happy and others will be disappointed. An opheliac wants to please everyone and all she can say is sorry when she doesn’t.  

I like gaslight one of my favorite lyrics in that song is “And I am dreaming of joys i’ve never known.” This lyric reminds me that dreaming is how humans survive when they are going through something miserable. Joys i’ve never known that lyric alone is so powerful to me cuz it means hoping things would change. Although for me it feels like I keep dreaming even though nothing seems to be changing. It’s like i’m surviving for something that isn’t even real.  Will I ever know those joys or just dream about them? 


I like gaslight one of my favorite lyrics in that song is “And I am dreaming of joys i’ve never known.” This lyric reminds me that dreaming is how humans survive when they are going through something miserable. Joys i’ve never known that lyric alone is so powerful to me cuz it means hoping things would change. Although for me it feels like I keep dreaming even though nothing seems to be changing. It’s like i’m surviving for something that isn’t even real.  Will I ever know those joys or just dream about them?